It's funny how there's not much to say while you wait for a referral. People ask you excitedly what's new with the baby, and unfortunately there really is nothing to report. Life goes on. Brain space gets filled with other stuff: work, friends, life plans, dreams, thoughts. Soon. Soon I'll have pictures to share. Soon I'll get to enjoy, to absolutely explode in praises and thanksgiving over, the sweet snuggles and smells and giggles of our very own sweet baby. Soon, my life will change, drastically and forever. I feel caught in between two huge life stages, because even though I know that change is coming, I find myself still living in that pre-change era for a while. Some days I catch myself forgetting that I'm even waiting on something. The forgetting is easier emotionally than obsessing. Probably healthier in most respects. Today I feel like a woman, in my life, in my time with the Lord, in my marriage. Soon I'll feel like a mother, but I don't yet. I think that's okay.
1 comment:
awwww Man, i LOVE this post.. so much of what you're articulating is what Nean and I say about this life on earth and a'waitin' for Heaven and meeting Jesus face to face..
SOOOOOOOOOOO looking forward to your babes.. I miss you, Emi! Love you heaps!
PS. the photos are GORRGEOUS!
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