We'll have officially been on the wait list for 2 months on this coming Monday (posting now, cause we'll be on vacation). It's getting harder, guys. It's hard to wait and miss someone you already love but you've never met, and then you feel ridiculous for thinking about it all the time, but it's all you want to think about, but it's sooo dang far away from ending, but at the same time it's close enough that you have "this time next year..." thoughts, and "she's more than likely pregnant," and "maybe just maybe he/she's born, but probably not," and the self-torture-cry-fest-other-people's-blog-reading, and I wish he/she were here to enjoy the beach with us... and on, and on, and always with the missing and the longing. Is this what it's like for you, Lord, missing and longing for your babies that you know are yours, but just aren't home quite yet? I never knew he loved me like this.
Well, there weren't many referrals in July, so we're all hoping for the list to move more in August, cause we all can't wait to meet our babies, and cause it means that more babies get families!!! To August!
Our place on the unofficial list:
#9 for boys
#11 for girls
#7 for either gender
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